Disappointed yet content?? Too many thoughts that i just let them all leak and theyre gone

CIGS ON CIGS MY MOMMA THINK I STINK

I MISS MY COCOA BUTTER KISSES


ight, as of right now. i have one month left of being 17, the greatest age truly, and i have no motivation for anything

all i'd like to do is travel and hangout and it's such a dissapointment and so utterly selfish but i also i really do just want to chillllll i think ive been far into school and stressing that i really don't even care if im lone wolfing it.

my summit friends. ive been very secure w my relationship w emma and christine is the just wonderful as usual

curtis has been just great, always telling me about hsi days and things and just great

im actually excited for the 18 lowkey because i need something

but really, im just avoiding all this college stuff

i need help with pointless things and i think i just want to be a hermit with my computer

and talk when i choose and do things when i choose and just be so selfish

i dont deserve any of it though UGH i'm done i'm absolutely done poopy boopy urgh